navigate using the bars above
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me
It feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and i crumble and I'm sinking to my knees for you
You cradle me
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again
Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's on a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge
I feel like I can breathe again
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength to believe in me again
hello :D my name is SZE HOU. sze hou loves ONIONS, crapping, and his FRIENDS, veggie club, seafood clan, diaples, ksws, d2i, MS peeps, NUS kakis. sze hou is an absolute fan of SINGING, and the way he sings, aha! u wouldn't want to hear it, its shocking. try hearing it one day, be prepared xD sze hou currently studies in NATIONAL UNIVERSTY OF SINGAPORE and is a year 1 REAL ESTATE major.
RANDOM FACTS
ONE my birthday is 8th november 1989. TWO i'm a percussionist, and i play the drumset :D THREE i'm high-pitched. FOUR i dun get high easily with strangers (SERIOUSLY) FIVE i hate loneliness. SIX i have a lousy wardrobe. SEVEN i dun really express and convey how i feel. :X EIGHT i can eat like nobody's business :) NINE i have a twin!! :D TEN i can't whistle. ELEVEN i'm like late for appointments 90% of the time :P TWELVE i rarely get emo or angry, but if i do, i will emit black aura. THIRTEEN iim using Singtel student plan, UNLIMITED SMS!!! FOURTEEN my right eye is 550 degrees, while my left is 825 degrees. O.o FIFTEEN I LOVE TO NUA xD
i need a job.
i need to choreograph DnE camp's mass dance.
i need to prepare for SING OUT 09 semi-finals.
i need to buy new shoe.
i need to buy new in-ear earphones.
i need more sleep.
i need to be more sensitive.
i've been teaching tuition for 3 weeks liao. heh heh... easy job, gd money. primary school stuffs turn out to be okayy, muahaha! $$$$$$$ :P i even turned one devil student to an angel student. :):) wee~ u guys shld try it out, iznt tat bad u know? :)
den i've been in nus for quite some days. zzz... i'm the dance head for this year's freshmen orientation camp la..... soo had been spending alot of time there choreographing steps with ping n chua~! :) dancing to 'pokerface', 'hands up' by francisco and chilli cha-cha! :) great mix of hip-hop, couple dance n cha-cha. :) hope the freshies like it!
juz finished the trial camp 2 days ago. my god. me n chua is in the same OG. yes, imagine, 50% of the shouting will be from both of us ahahahhaa! xD butother OGLs oso damn ons! meeting up to buy OG identity n formulating cheers liao!! wuuts! :) GO TRITON!!!
eh, got other things la like random working at foto gallery, watching 'drag me to hell' (NOT NICE), car wash blah blah blah~~ gues the nxt post will be on the camp itself le! tata~! :)
hohoho... i having my 1st tuition on friday...
yay! i going DnD tml!
busy
i woke up at 7plus am on saturday to rush down to TANGS at 9:30am frm woodlands for sound check. whoo having such freaking early checks when performance starts at 6:30pm. zzz... den check check check, 12pm done. went down to MS to collect MMO for 我不是你想像那么勇敢, my semi-final song choice for youthbox competition :) den rushed down to heeren at 4pm with cordelia alton blah blah. reach liao den sang as 3rd contestant. den chop chop rushed off to TANGS straight after singing. changed, sound check again, start. some errors here n there, but nvm, finished it without major mistakes. den rushed down to heeren again for results. FINALS! yay. tats busy for saturday. today is still, okie. :)
tired
seriously joining competition is quite tiring. performing oso add on to the tired-ness. zzz... must memorise lyrics, obtain MMO, practise, travel, waiting time. woah... lucky youthbox is only 2 weeks event, if not seriously, will die. hah! den the converse performance. must drum extra loud bcoz i'm situated in an enclosed transparent display room n e drum is miked out. so must play louder for the mike to respond to it. zzz... my leg hurts after the thing... slammed the bass drum pedal like nobody's business, hope can be heard. tired...
happy
yippie!!! youthbox ended le!! i nvr win any position la but i'm happy to even enter into the finals!!! yay!!! my 2nd competition other than singout (if dun count css). :) i'm happy with my performance i guess. n i'm happy i overcome the stage fright thingy. okie, at least i nvr show it out le. heh heh. gd gd. more exposure i would prefer :):) judges say try to use real voice to sing.. well... i'm happy with what i am, how i sing. it is me, szehou style. maybe some wun agree to how i sing, well, den sry la. i will try, but of coz, i would like to retain wad is unique to me (at least tats wad i think) hoho!! happy!! oh and oso, playing for converse event earned me one new pair of converse shoes n shirt!! yay!!! new shoe new shoe!!!!! *jumping around with joy* :):) sooooo happy! no need to fret about shoe liao, means save money!! :):) anyways, thx garvin n chua coming down to support. thx camellia for helping me with the videos. thx cordelia n leon for the encouragement. thx cord's mum!! hah!! driving us arnd n buying us food. seriously man. :) of coz others who gave me words of encouragement!! wee~!
videossssss
well the following are uploaded videos of my performances in youthbox competition! :) the 1st vid is my semi-finals performance, 我不是你想像那么勇敢. yup yup!! :) 2nd n 3rd vid is the 2 songs from 2dae's competition. :) 2nd vid is 我要快乐 as they want us to choose a local song. this one is composed by a singaporean. well, ya. :) 3rd song is 可以不爱了 by 梁文音. yupp!!! oh yes. i started off audition with her 最幸福的事. den semis 我不是你想像那么勇敢. so i was thinking, i shall end it with yet another one of her song. i chose 可以不爱了. seriously, this is the hardest of all her songs tat i sang. the control, the lyrics, the feel. hah! well, i want people to hear her song, to know her. hah! tommy said i shldn't have chose this song. jia ling said its boring. judges think i sang it too, erm, monotone? i duno, juz, they dun feel any climax from this song. eh, :P aiya, sry la. yup. well, 梁文音 rocks! its okie i nvr win. i did all i can. like i said, i'm not tat scared on stage le, soo, i'm happy!! wohoho!!! well, heres the videos people!! the 3rd video i cnt upload got some problems. go facebook see okie? woohoo!!! enjoy, or, dun enjoy! hah!!
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[fiona say she look damn chio tat day :D]
sunday i went for another singing competition :P organised by youthbox @ heeren. :) wahaha! easy job this one. agnes is the judge. eh, well, thru to semi-finals! yay! many many MS peeps went n got in too. cordelia got in for FOUR CATEGORIES!!!!! my goodness... she can only choose 2 out of the 4, now headache :x semis will be held at heeren again this saturday from 6pm i assume. yup! come down n see, even for fun. u can juz shop, n when u hear smth going on, can peep down from whichever floor u r at xD i will be at the centre stage (izit how we call it). when u look up from the stage, u get the feel alot of EYES ZOOMING DOWN. hah! support support!
oh ya, i will be performing on the same saturday oso. converse event at TANGS. drumming for some campus superstar peeps n jasmine from singapore idol. yup! we will be playing in an enclosed display room. i oso duno how is it like. full of questions. watever. come down if u can :) but it is sorta at 6:30pm. goodness, must ask the youthbox person. if can i will rush down after 7pm to sing at heeren. this is certainly a better catch as by juz performing, we get a free converse shirt, converse shoe, n vouchers i think. wee~! finally, NEW SHOE!!!!
last thing, i will again be performing at heeren at 30th may, for converse event again i think. juz pure voluntary singing. well, i wan to have more stage experience, free anyways, juz go lo. :) hah!
tats all!! byeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssss!!! *recently watching whole 3 seasons of heroes. :) its niceeeeee!*
P.S. oh btw, if some of u tried to msg me n i did not reply, its bcoz i'm in JB okie? i nvr dao u. with unlimited sms, how will i not reply? :)
i watched star trek with the clique ytd. wooh! i'm not a fan of those space war blah blah thingy. but seriously, star trek is not bad. it nvr awed me, but it does keep me engaged thru out the show. :) not bad! waiting for harry potter, n of coz, mr leon's angel n demons. :)
celebrated yuqian bdae ytd at FOC meeting too. :) u better appreciate my card i made for u single-handed. RAWR!! :) die. i think i ate tooo much of his super chocolately cake, i having sore throat argh... anyhow, HAPPY 22nd BURSTDAY YUQIAN!!

wee~ to singapore tml! kbox session wohoo!! friday sing out revivals, saturday sing out photoshoot, sunday youthbox! :D busy busy~ tats all!! sleep now le, if not i will be late. well, i'm always late. nvm. :)
went for job interview 2dae with fiona n jasmine xD we went to cineleisure kbox to interview for full time server job :) coz shirley workin there, so somehow, went there too ohoho!! the interview is somehow short n casual, with some points he mentioned.
(1) i must cut my hair, to like can see my eyes, cnt touch ears, cnt touch collar. wth, jc life again??!! :(
(2) i must have some injection. walao... need money?
(3) pay is 1.1k, $500 base salary n $600 based on performance which means if i nvr late or make mistakes, $600 is guaranteed :) plus got tips too! well, shirley's tip for last month is $16. lolle.
(4) for msian, may need to check with HR department to confirm about the quota thingy, like every 3 singaporeans to 1 msian employment ratio.
(5) 6 days work week with an off on a weekday. shld be getting the 7pm to 3am timeslot. woah. die. lucky got transport. morning n afternoons are still free! lucky. i can still make it for FOC n rag trainings. well FOC take off lo, hopefully can. if not die. :(
(6) need to pay $45 bucks for uniform???? money again... walao... better be good...
tats all aha! aiya, hopefully i can get this job. i can continue on part time after sch reopens like wad shirley is doing! xD n afternoons i can still accept tuitions!! hah! no choice, money money money! :)
okie, nua-ing at yelun's hse :) *poof*
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