seafood clan outings
firstly, i met up with the seafood gangs, ohoho~ well, suppose to be a clique with like over 15 peeps, now left with a handful... zzz... suppose to meet cynthia edwin theo n alvin, end up only me theo n alvin can meet zzz...
anyways, we eat 1st. alvin wanted some japanese ramen shop, me n theo strongly against it; theo n me wanted subway, alvin strongly against it; i wanted foodcourt, those 2 strongly against it. wad the hell... end up queueing up for pizza hut's $7.90 set meal :) stupid alvin, he keep commenting tat its not worth it to eat baked rice at pizza hut. huh?! watever. eat finish, den we went to talk. alot alot. wah, i realised during my 1st 3 months in MI, i seriously did alot of stupid stuffs. everyday go town bcoz of the convenient straight bus available; spamming of neoprints like nobody's business (serious); skipping lessons in exchange for 'how many meh mehs jump over the wall' game sessions; many more which i totally forgotten. chatted happily till its late, n yup, went home. though only 3 of us, we enjoyed ourselves!!! yay!!
wah. its been 3 years since i know them. amazing. time flies. i oso duno how we are able to still be in contact with each other. thru kiara's baby xander perhaps :):) well. ya. kiara's baby xander is ONE YEARS OLD already!!!! and yup! 2dae is xander's birthday!!! wee~ soo we went to celebrate with them, in concurrent with kiara!!! celebrating her 1st ever mother's day!!! yay!!! :):)
i'm always thinking, hah! izn't it cool if u have a baby at my age now. den like when u are 23, u r teaching ur child how to speak; when u are 26, u r being him to primary one; when u are 40, he is in university; when u r 50, u may even get ur 1st grandchild!! :):) i kinda like this thinking, but of coz, if u start at my age, money how? youth? studies? haizz... but, still, i think its cool! xD okie random wahaha...
sing out 09 quarter finals
wah~~~~~~ the day has come.... my day to sing at sing out. after like watching 4 sing outs, seeing people performing on stage, wondering how it feels, i felt it today. phew... reached MS at 4plus, hanging around stoning, feeling nervous. keep running for toilets n drinks. rawr! blah blah blah, the thing begins! one after another, they went to the stage, gave their all. me? getting all crazy in my little world, trying very hard to juz not to forget the lyrics, going thru them again, n again, without once i'm able to rmb everything. aiya, heck. i tried to talk to the rest of the contestants around, but, no use leh. zzz...
finally, as cecilia sang finish her last note, went up. surprisingly, i didn't feel as scared as i think i will. previously when i go on stage, even during rehearsals with voices people, i will be scared like hell n my legs with tremble SUPER OBVIOUSLY. but, it nvr happen for sing out! wee~ maybe i got other signs, but i'm glad my leg nvr tremble aha!
okie, music in! everything in my mind at tat point was, ahaha! the 1st line of the lyrics aha! den yup, sing sing sing. my 1st verse n 1st chorus was sang thru normally, n i didn't even try to me eye contact :P juz like wad xiong di said, i juz look down or at the mirror. aiya, dun blame me, reflex. AHAHA! after my 1st chorus, i looked up. WOAH!!! seriously. sooo many pairs of eyes looking at me. almost all the MS peeps was up listening to me. jasmine, yelun, shan, xieshun all came up. leon jeremy cordelia n others oso. den i turn to the contestant seats, all looked at me with stun face. woah! den i was like 'aiya, heck la, soo many people listening, i dun wan to make a fool out of myself'. so i went all out (well, to me its all out ON stage liao). wee~ finished the song without any major mistakes! especially the 1st line of the bridge, where i used my 'zhen yin' to hit the note. NVR 'po yin'! *touched* muahaha!!! yippie!! i'm sweating... hah! aiya, over le, relieved.
results!!! erm, okie, i got in. but seriously i'm shocked. coz there were better ones. well, since i got in le, shall not ask anymore. YAY! okie. end. hah! thx for encouragement everybody. :) happy! well, prepare for semis? aiya, i wun get in anyways. juz, have fun when it comes. till then, NO STRESS LO!!! wee~~ I GOT THRU SING OUT QUARTER FINALS!!!!!!!!!!! :):) *means i nvr spend that $18 registration fee for nth xD*

clique late night out
well, of coz, now its has been a standard programme for friday n saturdays nights to d2i dance studio n then cine for xin wang :) yay! i feel more comfortable each week with them wahahaha! nvr fail to laugh when its out with them. :) thx for accepting me into the clique! :) erm, ya. tats for friday n saturday nights :):):):)
thoughts
when one is met with a problem, try to solve it. when a problem arise, dun go emo over why has it happen, why is it me, unfair etc. dun go around blaming others, look at the problem at another point of view. if u have a problem, bottomline is that u will have to solve it. since u know this simple logic, juz try to retify the problem, or make the best out of the current situation, rather than keep probing about it, getting ur mood down bcoz of that one problem, n when it can affect ppl. seriously, in the future, u will know it is totally waste of time n energy. :):) wee~
thats all the post!!! :)
P.S. anybody have job recommendations?? i need one badly~ thx!!!

